I don’t miss it, but I miss the art rooms and closets | Me hut im sorry fro besio I hygu | Lonel wkyti why dulyo wont | It’s a beautiful day here. Drinking coffee at pretty park. Miss you | I’m asleep, dreaming of ya | What happens when a man cant sleep in his own bed. It’s gonna be a long weekend | Don’t go breaking any hearts. Baltimore’s lonely without you | shes a Minnie you | were burying jezebel at seven don’t forget | this is my wildflower | the trees are so pretty here at camp | (why I always dream the sensation and feeling of being shot)… what do we do with this information? | Epiphany, in a past life you died in a tyrannical government operation. (maybe why you always dream about genocides) and in a past life | He just floated up out of nowhere. A really cool dog in a boat making everyone’s life a little better. | praying mantis for good luck! | n’t talking to each other because we were so nervous, but he kept looking at me, and I asked him to play that game where you go underwater and say something outloud, and I said something generic, I don’t remember, nothing important, but I couldn’t hear what he said so I asked him and he said “let’s fall in love on the moon” | listening to connie smith record thinking of you | I saw Jack for the last time yesterday. My parents have to go put him down. Poor dog just got too old. | Its so pretty here wish you were with me | don’t worry theres only room for one beach babe in my life | miss you too much on this lonely megabus | Happy full moon. | hands down worst week ever. I’m living like a depressed middle aged woman | Im proud of you for sticking with your job even though I wish you could just quit and stay here with me. I’ll see you soon. | well I cant sleep at all anymore I don’t think | yer too beauieul | But i. Wokent I love you | I promised myself I wouldn’t spend any more money but I bought us a patsy cline record at the store today | THIS IS THE SUMMER OF HEARTACHES AND HEART FLUTTERS | I would kill someone for you to be here right now I think im dying | My mom thinks you can see Jesus in our tree | I’ll see you in a month. It ll go by quick. I cant speak. I miss you so much | yeah. Also I can’t smoke during recovery so I actually might die | I miss you so much. I was just thinking about when you had the flu and I made you burnt soup and even though you were so sick and sweaty you looked so beautiful | I need you to come over and take care of me. This is awful painful. | You’ll forget all about me by next week. | Ill watch any movie with you any time. But specially that one. Get some sleep ill talk to ya tomorrow. | yer killin me. Im lonesome as a stray rat. | I got a new phone. It sucks. Lets buy those tickets soon. Lets run away already. | Cant sleep. Just found a small rat in my bed. Miss you too. | ye shouldve come with me. | Nope. I’m glad thoings wrong with you though. Your cough was worrying me. | I think I slept an hour last night I feel terrible. | But I just bought us an apartment in new york. | Ive already managed to spill coffee everywhere. | Ms. Jacobsen came to my dream last night, in a deep blue ball gown, and hugged me. We didn’t exchange words, I don’t know where I was besides a | Well make it. In it to win it. | no not great. Every time im around other girls all I can think is how much more amazing you are and I left the show early I don’t want to come back to Pittsburgh ever again and I cant sleep I want to draw things on your back and listen to inkspots I want to live with you | Im sorry im not there. It sounds like a beautiful closet. I miss drinking with you. | I miss you more than all the forties in Baltimore. | This song is making me and Jezebel cry | Your gift is beautiful and I promise ill keep it safe. Jezebel and I both miss you too much and I don’t really know how ill survive the next few weeks | I miss you so much allie I’m so sad we didn’t hang out more. I’ve been crying so much ! Wish you were here. Love always isa | driving around south beach in a bright red car with bily joel playing on the radio. | .ph I wais with yuk sighit now | Allie, I went into this year with thick skin and distant attitude. I never expected to make a true friend. Thank you for it all. I’ll be writing. I love you. | Damn it. I just listened to passing afternoon which I knew was the worst idea and now I’m sitting here crying for all the things I miss. I miss misty. More than I’m realizing. I miss my old house. I miss my old tree and swing and fort. I miss my brother when he was in high school. I miss doing nothing, and I miss when doing nothing was everything and it meant much more than just something. I miss you and your red car, and your coffee and fragile cigarettes. I miss your sisters and your mom and the way your house always looks perfectly put together. I miss my car and Flemington and listening to the replacements and the cranberries cassettes on the way to school. I miss working for Christine after sch | Also no smooches = worst part of strep. | You could just come back if you want. | I cant sleep without you here. | Ah, that’s great. I’m glad you celebrated. There wasn’t much but a small table at my dining hall serving matzo ball soup. I missya. |
